I Feel A Deep And Profound Sadness Over Life.

I'm a mess. A depressing shell of a human being who doesn't deserve your time.

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Model failed to show today. Still took an amazing picture.

The man behind the posts.

Model failed to show today. Still took an amazing picture.

The man behind the posts.

Cool story.

Totally just realized that I placed my books in the fridge with the food I brought home from work tonight.

They’ve been chillin in there for the better part of five hours.

My literature is as cool as I am.

No, I’m not the perfect man.

When you push me, I’ll push back.

When you make me feel like shit, I will lash out like the wounded animal that I am.

Does that sting a bit?

Because that’s all I’ve been feeling for quite some time now.

Look who’s digging their own grave
That is what they all say
You’ll drink yourself to death

Look who makes their own bed
Lies right down within it
And what will you have left?

Out on the front doorstep
Drinking from a paper cup
You won’t remember this

Living beyond your years
Acting out all their fears
You feel it in your chest

Your hands protect the flames
From the wild winds around you

Icarus is flying too close to the sun
And Icarus’s life, it has only just begun
It’s just begun

—Bastille, Icarus.

Started writing you a letter.

It began as a thought of something you said last time you were in town, and kind of evolved into a letter to you. It’s authored by me, so of course half doesn’t make any damn sense, half is me rambling on, and in between are snide comical statements that you would read with the precise inflection I wrote them with. Maybe I’ll send it. Maybe.

Officially not doing camp.

Thank the Lord! I can’t take a week off of work to volunteer at a camp. I’m saving and moving up in the world. For the first time in a long time, I can feel something finally within reach.

Me, circa sometime last fall. In the studio. Being a wizard of light and shadow.

Me, circa sometime last fall. In the studio. Being a wizard of light and shadow.

Lets run some errands. #selfie #me ## #face #letsgoonanadventure #shallwe?

Lets run some errands. #selfie #me ## #face #letsgoonanadventure #shallwe?

I DON’T UNDERSTAND YOU FLORIDA.

EVery single time I’ve walked out of the gym it’s been raining. The first couple times? Sure, dark clouds, ominous heat lightning, it was expected. But pouring down rain while sunlight and humidity are at full swing in the heat of the day? NOT COOL SUNSHINE STATE!

I swear the only redeeming factor of this state is the theme parks.